ATIQAH JULIADANI

Assalamualaikum. Hi everyone.  So these days, lepas I rant dekat sini, I've been better. Maybe bcs I let it out kut even bukan pada manusia haaa gittew.  And dah few weeks, I started to work out. Sebab I percaya a healthy body can lead to a healthy mind so I working out towards that. And Alhamdulillah so far, Tuhan jaga I dari semua feeling yg I tak suka. Dari my alter ego yg I taktahu macam mana nak get rid of tu. ALHAMDULILLAH 🥰🥰🥰  So I nak ingatkan semua orang, yg kalau boleh, jangan la duduk sorang sorang. Sebab loneliness tu yg sebenarnya swallowing ourself. In my case I rasa sebab tu kut. Sebab I sorang sorang and I feel that I have nowhere to go. Nobody to turn to. Sampai my another half boleh take over my body and my thoughts. I love this so much. Walaupun sometimes I sendu jugak sikit for some reasons. Contohnya harini sendu sikit bcs my childhood friend bertunang hahahahahah. Takdelah I gurau je. I tak kisah pun. In fact I happy kut hidup single cemni. Lepak je hehe. I

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone. 😇  Kalau macam sebelum ni, I will put the link of my entry on my social medias tapi for the time being I rasa I stop dulu kut sebab these days I may write about something that's bugging me for quite a long time, tapi I just cant find someone to talk to. Some that I can really rely on. So for those yg terbaca:  Thank you - that means you're checking up on                             me silently.  Sorry           - because you need to read my rant                            frequently.  Congrats     - Because I dont open up to people so                          easily so you're the chosen one. 😁 So korang pernah tak rasa a period in your life yang korang memang down sangat? You passed your breaking point. You fall, but you are too scared to get up and fight back. Over the time, you develop a new side of yourself - I am currently in the middle of this battle.  I realized that I had this kind of feeling in the mid of fifth semester (in my prev

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.  Harini takde nak cerita something specific pun I just nak share sikit je. Disebabkan BLM movement baru baru ni I terus ada deep thought everyday tau. Pastu tadi lepas sembahyang isyak kan, tiba tiba I terfikir tau, beruntungnya aku boleh sembahyang isyak macam ni. I mean, dalam keadaan tenang macam ni, takde orang larang, takde orang akan hukum you kalau you solat. Tiba tiba je tau. I kalau dalam solat selalu lah imagine bercakap dengan Allah. Yelah sebab solat tu sendiri kan medium untuk bercakap dengan Allah.  So tadi macam sebak sikitlah sebab I teringat orang orang dekat negara bergolak yang nak solat pun susah, nak pakai tudung pun susah ada orang judge ada orang hina. Tapi I kat sini senang senang je buat semua tu. Takde pun orang nak hina sebab pakai tudung, tak pernah pun kena harrased sebab pakai tudung.  Pastu lagi beruntungnya aku kat sini bebas je nak pergi mana mana takde orang halau tiba tiba suruh balik. Takde orang ejek I even colour ku