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Have Faith

Assalamualaikum....

Finally I'm writing again yehuuuuu!!!! *proud of myself because usually im the laziest one eheh*

Okay so its already 2018 people!!! Time flies so fast. Im getting older day by day. Ehem, you too, ain't you? *cough*

So i've been through soooo many things in 2017. That happy, joy, pain, sorrow feelings made my 2017 merrier. I consider 2017 as my transition period from an ignorance kid who still toying her future into a not-really-mature lady but still in confuse about her future life. somehow, it makes me stronger than before.  Alhamdulillah.

I still remember the day I ended my Tamhidi ( foundation) days and in a blink of an eye, I've finished my semester 1 already?!?!?!?!??!?! Oh my goodness.

So 2017 taught me how to deal with things. There are times that I felt so depressed to the point I just want to end my life. In other word, commit suicide. But then, I realised  that's not how to end the sadness. Doesn't matter how deep the  wound would be, just don't commit suicide.

Have faith.

 I know, there are a lot of people feeling down of themselves. Depressed. Having no one to talk to.  Having no trustworthy person to open up.  Feeling so hopeless towards life and thinking that it would be good if they never been born to the world.

I've gone through this. I've felt how is it like to be so hopeless, to just accept everything wholeheartedly just because you don't have such power to fight against it.

Just don't be sad. Have faith. That is what I did. I kept talking to people whenever I feel so lonely. I called my friend just to hear her mumbling about her exams, and at the same time, I open up to her. Thank God, I have one. And I hope you got one person that you trust the most too,  InsyaAllah.

Pray. Whenever I'm feeling down, I ask God to lead me. Refrain me from doing such silly things and it works alhamdulillah.

As for now, I'm happily living my life. :))
Sadness, sorrow, failure will come to your life, but just take a deep breathe and endure it. Because in the future that feelings wont let you down anymore yet strengthen you.


May 2018 will be more merrier. I wish the world  will have  more smile than sorrow. :)


Comments

  1. Unknown31 March 2018 at 14:57

    ASSALAMUALAIKUM KAK, SAYA NAK TANYA, KALAU TAK LEPAS POINTER KAT TAMHIDI SC TECH KAN... NNTY TIME DEGREE BOLEH SMBUNG APA JE? MCM AKK, AKK SMBUNG APE? N BOLEH KE AMEK DEGREE KT U LAEN? KALAU BOLEH,SAMA X SEM AMEK KT USIM DGN UNI LAEN? MOHON PENCERAHAN. TQ.

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  2. Kak Cici2 April 2018 at 12:43

    Waalaikumsalam. Kalau pointer awak tinggi, boleh apply untuk medic or dentist. Kalau tak pun, awak akan confirm ke fst atau fkab. Ada 8 pilihan course. Dari 8 tu pilih 5. Boleh je nak sambung uni lain tapi biasanya org sambung uni private. Takpun fly pergi luar negara. Kalau amik uni lain sama je degree still 4 tahun. Huhu

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